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Monday, May 14, 2007

So much for Sunday :(

It's been a really weird day. Ended up having a little stupid tiff with my dad over some personal matters of the past. Really messed-up emo state at the moment... digging through my rock CDs and trying to find some solace. I really fucking hate this empty feeling with nowhere to turn to!

Here's a tune that I use to drop at the end of my gigs... during those days when I was known for playing Progressive House. It was kind of a joke I was making, to end with a non-electronic tune. The other was Vertical Horizon's "Best I Ever Had". I didn't know much about the band 3 Doors Down and I don't know why I chose this tune back then either. Anyway, it's certainly one for the "Sorrow Bar". I sure need Mr. Asahi now.

Listening to it now, I want to cry. I wish I can truly be happy again...

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
As the people either wave to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me

Everything I know
And anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
When it's all said and done
It get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me

2 Comments:

At 1:31 AM, razaq said...: chill out dude.....'

wait till i come back... we sort things out.... damn I'm drunk!!!!

over and out from Route 66....
At 12:24 AM, Patricea Chow-Capodieci said...: happiness is a state of mind..
easier said than done!
we all face different challenges in life, and it is harder to remain positive than negative. we've never been close, even as business contacts/acquaintances, but I hope you find your happy groove soon.