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I hate my life!

My dad had complications with his 2nd heart procedure today... no matter how mentally prepared or how hopeful one maybe, one can never have the stamina to keep holding on a strong front forever. Lack of rest, plus the mental turmoil (amongst other personal issues) has taken a toil on me. I've already broken down... alone.. away from everyone else. Having faith is one thing... but I've reach my limitations. I've no one to share my worries with and yet I have to the pillar of strength for the rest of my family. I'm on the verge.

I really really really have no mood for anything right now. I'm thinking of quitting everything and go on a lifetime expediture in Tibet or something. There's got to be more to life then me having to constantly tackle obstacles and set backs. I've had enough! These past years have been utterly fucking depressing, with reference to personal matters. Where is my happy ever after? Where?

posted by Adminstrator @ 10:08 PM